This phrase and other like it are in some ways untrue.I think forgiveness is one of the great virtues that all people should aspire for.Many people view forgiveness as an offshoot of love -- a gift given freely to those who have hurt you. C.S. Lewis said "Everyone says forgiveness is a lovely idea until they have something to forgive.''
 I think forgiving is one of the most difficult things there is to do.It does not mean that saying what was done was okay,Just that your no longer holding it over that person.Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future.
 Forgetting is a whole other matter.Forgiving does not mean you have forgotten what was done,nor may you ever forget.

  I believe all this to be true,yet there are some things in my past that I will not forgive neither forget.Somethings are unforgivable and to me should be held over there head there whole life,thus meaning I will not forget.

  How do you feel?Are there things that you don't forgive for?Do you think forgiving is forgetting?

I should cry for help,But I know myself better then that.The painful truth,Behind my forced smile I want to cry.Clouded thoughts,Anger,Hurt,Confusion,Depression,Regret,Loss,Pain,Helplessness,Insomnia,Fear,Stress,Lack of self-movation,Annoyed,describes how I feel,and at the same time does not even begun to cover it.Words Hurt,And Drunken Words are soboer thoughts.Sleep does not come easy.I hope this week is better then last.I better get ready for class.

2.The only feature I like about me is my eyes.
3.I Love Q-tips,and I clean my ears all the time.
4.I play more then one instrument..and while I take piano lesions I don't think I'll ever get it down(curse you bass cleft!)
5.I wear glasses,although all my pictures I have ever put on xanga I don't have glass on.
6.I have very few friends.
7.I get along better with guys then girls,and people always take our relationship wrong because of it.
8.I did the whole falling for and dating our best friend thing.
9.Because of something I did I feel like a horrible person.
10.I love to read.
11.I tend to laugh when people get hurt,even more so when its a kid( I know,I'll be a bad mother?right simba)
12.I have several issues sleeping.
13.I don't really have 'crushes' if I say I like someone I mean I really like them.
14.There are people who I have known for years who could not tell you much if anything about me from my childhood.
15.People who think that they can read music and keep time but really cant,really annoy me!
16.I have problems with depression.
17.I Hate my Birthday...but cant wait till I'm old enough to leave.
18.I'm probably the least smart person out of my friends.
19.I'm giving up on setting exceptions for myself so I will stop letting myself down.
20.I have no clue on what I'm going to do when I'm done with school now.(see 19)
21.I have always been considered a 'Strong person'.While people mean this as a good thing I am coming to the realization that its hurting me more then helping me.
22.I don't like talk to people personally(see 14).
23.While I loved my glasses at first I now hate them.
24.I say I don't care if people like me but it really bothers me when people don't.
25.The person I used to be the closes with no longer talks to me.
26.If I could I would be packed and moved to Ireland by morning.
27.I love my bed,while I have trouble sleeping I often just lay there all night.
28.I have about 16 pillows on my bed.
29.I once had a three footed turtle and I named him Mr.Stubs.
30.I may have made him para shoot from the upstairs bathroom window once(he-he).
31.People often think I'm in my twenties.
32.I love Math.
33.I hate English.
34.I hate when you are saying something to someone and you get done and they ask stupidly ''What?''.
35.I often do 34.
36.I was once told 'life isn't for everyone'.
37.I have considered deleting my xanga.
38.I don't think people would even notice if I did.
39.I have enough shoes to kill a person with,yet I still get more.
40.I cant walk a straight line.
41.I often say things in my head and except people to know what I'm talk about.
42.I still don't have friends.
43.I'm often mean to people cause they annoy me.
44.I got annoyed easily.
45.Though I say I'm awesome,I don't believe it.
46.I bet only three people read through this.
47.I love 60's and 70's music.
48.For those of you who just flipped out about that don't forget to print this off.
49.Simba was most likely right about number 11.
50.I wonder how many people have quit reading already??
51.Every time I trust people I get hurt..I can already see it coming.
52.I want to go sky diving.
53.If I tried someone would have to push me off the plane.
54.I got depressed and gained weight..then got even more depressed for getting fatter.
55.I cant stand to share a room with someone.
56.I often have huge sneezing fits.
57.I hate to be touched.
58.Because of that people try to hug me all the time.
59.I spend way to much time in school day dreaming.
60.Its so cold in my class room I think my teacher is trying to teach us how it feels to be Canadian.
61.I HATE the sound of people blowing there nose...its soo grose.
62.Im not suppose to have dairy,yet I still do.
63.I do this with other things I'm not suppose to have.
64.I wish I wasn't fat.
65.I cried for the last half hour of a movie last night.
66.My worst fear is clowns.
67.I often get laughed at about it,and people find it funny to mess with me.
68.Jody is no help coming up with things.
69.My mom does pick favorites(I'm at the bottom).
70.Parents who say they don't are lying.
71.I'm really not like most girls.
72.My dogs name is Todd
73.People often find this funny for some odd reason.
74.My cat is deaf.
75.My eye color is wrong on my license.
76.I'm hurting,not just physically.
77.There are something I want to tell someone,but I know I cant.
78.I have to pee..brb.
79.Oddly enough my cat likes to watch the toilet flush.
80.My nose just started bleeding.
81.Yay-ness is a cool word!
82.My dog thinks hes a lap dog.
83.He sooo not!
84.I wonder if people would even miss me if I up and left.
85.Its called a CELL PHONE!
86.Most of you will not get that.
87.I once kicked my doctor.
88.I bit my dentist.
89.Barny(The big purple and green guy) Is awesome.
90.High School Musical sucks.
91.I just mad people mad by saying that.
92.I like to try to have fun in all things I do.
93.I love my phone(even though he has is flaws-LINK)
94.The one time I was featured It was very ironic.
95.Guys are clueless.
96.I cant use the bathroom if others are in there.
97.I just had a sneezing fit.
98.If I told you my dream guy you would laugh.
99.What I find romantic,most girls don't.
100.I wonder how many people really got all the way through?